If I were to admit to you
That I feel an undeniable connection
What difference would it make for us?
Would it be possible to avoid rejection?
If it were just an attraction I felt for you
I would be able to dismiss it
But you draw me in with your eyes
No matter how I try to prevent it.
There is something so intriguing about you
About the subtle way you take me in
Disabling my own ability to deny or reject
Where my thoughts have been.
The attraction I feel emanate from you
Pulls me closer to you regardless of me
Despite how I try to ignore or pretend
That my feelings can’t possibly be.
And even if I did allow the opportunity
To experience what you hold within you
There could never be a happy ending
To what felt so enigmatic while it was new.
Admitting you have gotten to me
Managed to crawl right into my thoughts
While I’m well aware of the desires I feel
An answer to dealing with them I have not.